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more of you love me than I realized!

I’m just going to follow everyone that’s messaged me, so be on the lookout for a new follower with a very empty blog!

My life needs a lot of changes, and some escaping, and a fresh start of sorts, and the culmination of these things has resulted in me making a new blog. I’m not going to delete this one, because I’ve deleted two blogs before and I really wish I hadn’t, but this blog is now a blog of my past. To anyone who wants to stick with me, just message me and I’ll give you the new url! 

underestimateem:

I’m fairly certain this picture started with the phrase, “hold my beer and get your camera ready”

this might be the greatest photo i’ve ever seen

(via bloodthickerthanconcrete)

Got a new tattoo today!

My brother and I are mountain people, always and forever. It takes a lot of balls to tackle a black diamond trail when you’ve never had formal teaching and only get to ski/board three days a year, but we always do it because “go big or go home, right?” It’s only knowing that I always have my little brother to back me up that keeps me living a black diamond kind of life, all the time. This tattoo rocks.

(via keepcalmandsperryon)

lady-fett:

latenightjimmy:

Justin Bieber got a little… intimate with a mannequin last night.

I HAVE THE WEIRDEST BONER RIGHT NOW.

(via shimmeringmirage)

If you died tonight, I would spend the rest of my life with guilt that I don’t know if I could handle. I have spent so many years being mad at you and blaming you for so many things and believing that you deserve all of my hate and distance because of all the things you did. And you did. You did a lot of things wrong. But I must have done a lot of wrong too or else I wouldn’t feel guilty. I don’t know how to forgive you, especially because you’ve never asked to be forgiven. I thought for a while that I had, but I haven’t, not entirely. This doesn’t have a happy ending. I have no answers. I love you.

I

am

going

insane

tonight

and I can feel myself getting that space that I wanted and understanding that there are some important things missing in that relationship and realizing that those are things that I need,

but I don’t know how that compares to how days where I do talk to him are still better than days that I don’t, a million times better, and how my chest gets tight when I think about trying to “be” with anyone else or him “being” with anyone else and how much I don’t know how to not be “Tyson’s girlfriend” anymore

and

this

just

sucks

because I don’t know if this is just how it goes or if this is like the deepest part of me trying to slap the rest of me in the face and

what

do

do

JEALOUSY IS SERIOUSLY THE MOST RIDICULOUS EMOTION TO FEEL AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO RUN IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION OF MYSELF BUT I CAN’T AND I DON’T KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING I WOULDN’T GIVE TO NOT HAVE TO FEEL IT EVER AGAIN